Hello Earth Angels
Here are some words the angels asked me to share with you……..
In the roots of my being lives the oldest woman – knarled and withered, corpulent and wrinkled, she is timeless and eternal. Some would call her Crone. But this is not truly her – for she is before crone she’s as old as Earth herself. All goddesses sprout from her being she is patient, unconditional love.
Wisdom is her gift and knowing her reason.All of earth are born from her and all must return.
She and I sit and nameless, wordless, energies pass between us. Her eyes dark sparkling jets in her wrinkled overly round face. She misses nothing, judges naught and knows all. She is content I have come to spend time with her. As though from deep within herself, she brings forth a voice to speak…
“So daughter of my spleen, you finally visit me.”
I nod mutely.
“You seek what life has not divulged to you. You seek truth. You seek answers. You have searched the globe in time and space and now come to within. All must come to within, beloved daughter. Nowhere else does the answer you seek, sit. I see you have let go of all the tools you found on your path that you thought would help you. You have let go enthusiasm, persistence, focus, intention” she paused.
“You have even let go love, the hardest for you I know and now you are here. And here is where you give up your all. You give up knowing and wisdom – you surrender all of you that is prostrate, supplicant, all aspects of ego, laid aside. Beauty, kindness, caring for others and for self – these too are put aside.
To discover what, you ask?
Consciousness? God? The penultimate?
No beloved, even these must be put away here. Your journey is not complete. Yet you come to here because there is no other road you can take. This is where you meet yourself.
The mirror is a smokescreen – you exist yet you exist not!
In each moment you may express from your being whatever your wish or whatever feels to emanate from you. It is not yours and you are not it, you are the vessel, the carrier, the empty conduit.
Everything you think, feel, see and sense that comes through you
is IT flowing through you. What is IT?
It is life beloved.
Accept this as your knowing and be in peace. You will know no more than this. You will experience no more than this.”
“I understand this!” I cry in frustration. “But how does life have value anymore? How do I interact with it? How do I enjoy it?”
“Life IS IT, beloved daughter. Life plays through you and takes you on a journey. You thought it was Love, but you have had to let go of love and your perfected ideals of what love is and all you are left with is Life.
Life is IT!
You are moved on the pathway that already is. You are moved through life because LIFE is and IT lives through you. You will be gone in this form when you breathe your last breath.
To engage in life allow yourself to accept all that life offers you. Don’t fight life. Enjoy ALL experiences, do not label them or judge them – whatever the experiences, good, bad, indifferent or boring. Live your life from your deepest root. When you do this all that happens to you. Before you and through you can be viewed as a moving picture, an entertainment for you to experience.
Feel blessed by this and truly fulfilled by it.
Allow yourself to enjoy life and you will see it then as the miracle it is.
Life is the miracle.
Everything you see, want or think you desire is an expression of that miracle. When you understand the miracle there is only being –ness and peace will follow. Life will play through you and create tasks and experiences for you to take part in. Do them with as much joy and happiness as you can muster. Give thanks for the tasks.
Be in gratitude that Life still ‘sees fit’ to come through you in this form. Then you will have found what you seek.”
She rested her chin on her ample chest and closed her eyes, as though the effort to speak with me had worn her out. But of course this was not true. It was the ‘IT” that had come through her to speak with me.
It was Life. It is Life. Life is IT.
I rose from the root of my being and began my day. Life coming through me. This is why we are human be-ings – when we be we allow IT (life) to come through us.
I am life.
Life is me.
Life is IT.
Feelings and thoughts
Calmed into a
Deep sea of
Settled on the inside
Still on the outside
Bless-sings from the Angels